Friday, 20 December 2024

Blanket

[This below is a bit frustrating to my mind as it feels like it has some depth to it, but if so, what that is for now escapes me.]

“If you came across some ugly, horrible sight on the side of the road, what would you do about it?”
“I don’t know. Maybe I’d put a blanket over it.”
“But that wouldn’t remove it. What would be the point? It would still be there.”
“Yes, but at least no one would have to look at it.”



Thursday, 19 December 2024

Seraph

 


The full, though still unfinished, picture was image of something I showed a few days ago, and with a colour filter applied.

Wednesday, 18 December 2024

Monday, 16 December 2024

Sunday, 15 December 2024

Without

“You know what to a certain person, or let’s say someone in a certain state of being, heaven might be?”
“What?”
“A world without distractions.”
“And do you know to another person, or person in a very different state of being, what hell might be like?”
“What?”
“A world without distractions.”


fiGure

 


Saturday, 14 December 2024

Wednesday, 11 December 2024

noW

 

Something I’m doing now.

A Man Who Saw Demons


 I found this well worth watching.

Sunday, 8 December 2024

across the night sky 2

 

A bit more cleaning up of the picture later.

Friday, 6 December 2024

Thursday, 5 December 2024

across the night sky


 I should have photographed this a couple of days ago before I decided to try to see if something could be made of it, cos in truth it probably looked not much more than a mess fit for the bin. After plenty scraping away at the ink and paper with a sharp blade though, this is what I’ve managed to help emerge, not that it’s finished yet.

Wednesday, 4 December 2024

Tuesday, 3 December 2024

Tattoos, Piercings, Spirit of the Age

Why the massive increase in tattoos, piercings in the very modern era? Because the spirit of the age is materialism, and thus the mind/soul of those immersed in that spirit is on identification with the flesh, and to an unprecedented level. So the spirit tries to merge absolutely with the flesh. In the apparent absence of a higher spiritual reality, it tries to brand  itself in the physical. The sense of higher or spiritual truth is intrinsic to us and so that powerful yearning for truth and union will be there, but here it attempts to fulfil itself with the flesh - in a time where the prevalent ethos informs there is nothing beyond flesh/matter. So here is where truth is attained.

Obviously I could go on alot on this, but this is the brutal shorthand.

Monday, 2 December 2024

Saturday, 30 November 2024

handed

 

I just handed this in to get framed.

shades


 I think just a part of a picture from a few weeks ago that isn’t worth working on.

Thursday, 28 November 2024

Che Guevara, Romanticised Psychopath

 


A quick search of the interviewee here, James Bartholomew and Che, yielded this Che Guevara was a Sadist, and lifting a couple of examples not duplicating the video:

Guevara was made chief judge of the revolutionary tribunals and the first commandant of La Cabaña prison in Havana. This was his attitude to court procedure: ‘We do not use bourgeois legal methods; evidence is secondary. We must proceed to convict.’ Some of the executions of political prisoners were televised to make sure that everyone knew resistance meant death. He has been called ‘Castro’s executioner’. Fidel Castro probably chose him for this role because Guevara enjoyed killing and told his father so. He once wrote: ‘Crazy with fury, I will stain my rifle red while slaughtering any enemy that falls into my hands. My nostrils dilate while savouring the acrid odour of gunpowder and blood.’

Rosa Hernandez was the mother of a 17-year-old youth condemned to death. She went to La Cabaña prison and begged for a meeting with Guevara. Guevara agreed to see her. ‘Come right in señora. Have a seat,’ he said. He listened silently while she desperately pleaded the innocence of her son. Then Guevara picked up the phone and, right in front of her, gave the order that her son should be executed that night. Mrs Hernandez became hysterical with grief. She was dragged out by the guards.

One of Guevara’s jobs for Castro was founding Cuba’s first concentration camp: Guanahacabibes. The camp had the motto, ‘Work makes you men’ – which is grimly reminiscent of the sign above the entrance to Auschwitz: ‘Work sets you free’.

In 1962, the Soviet Union placed nuclear missiles in Cuba and only removed them as a result of threats by the United States, which resulted in a deal. Guevara told the British Daily Worker newspaper soon after, ‘If the missiles had remained, we would have used them against the very heart of the United States, including New York. We must never establish peaceful coexistence. We must walk the path of victory even if it costs millions of atomic victims.’ 


The words of an insane psychopath. And which also shows, when someone has willingly opened themselves up to the nakedly demonic, and then in full conscience, or absence of conscience, commit to that choice, rational limits can go out the window. Joy in destruction and nihilistic chaos is the deeper desire.




Wednesday, 27 November 2024

Tuesday, 26 November 2024

Tudor Man Dry

 

I posted this a few days ago when the ink was still wet, and this is it dry.

Monday, 25 November 2024

The Gurus, the Young Man, and Elder Paisios

 Just to mention this book which I’m currently reading in digital form, and would definitely recommend. Very readable and interesting. 

This powerful memoir tells the story of a Greek youth who, out of a desire to know the truth empirically, began to experiment in yoga, hypnotism, and various occult techniques. He visited the ancient monastic republic of Mount Athos in his native Greece, where he was brought to a knowledge of Jesus Christ by the saintly Elder Paisios (1924–1994). Nevertheless, believing he had only found “part of the truth” on the Holy Mountain, he chose to give the “same opportunity” to Hindu yogis that he had given to Elder Paisios and other Orthodox monks. Thus, at the age of twenty-five, he embarked on a trip to India, where he undertook his search in the ashrams of three famous gurus, one of whom (Babaji) was worshipped as a god. His experiences in India, along with his subsequent encounters with Elder Paisios on Mount Athos, are recounted in the present book in vivid detail.



Cymbol


I’m maybe doubtful I’ll get this to where I’m happy with it, but here it is for now.

Sunday, 24 November 2024

Moon Mission Postponed

The Vatican has announced that sadly its mission to send Woke Pope Francis to the moon in an effort to defeat climate change has had, for now, to be postponed due to intense and frightening opposition which  it is receiving from elements within the Far Right. The Vatican feels it cannot now guarantee the safety of those involved in the mission due to the volume and nature of threats from such extremists.

“Nothing is worth becoming a martyr for,” said a Vatican spokesperson.

 The initial story of the declared mission can nostalgically be read about here.

Saturday, 23 November 2024

How Many

“Once Donald Trump entered the incestuous cesspool of contemporary politics, how many prosecutions, raids, impeachments, if you group them up together, has he faced?”
“I don’t think anybody’d know the answer to that. There’s just been too many to count.”
“And in the last few years how many prosecutions have there been of people on the Epstein client list?”
“I think the answer to that would be zero.”

Friday, 22 November 2024

Prayer of St Paisios


 

“We should ask humbly. I say, ‘My God, I am a wretch. Have mercy on me and the whole world too.’”

From the biography, Saint Paisios of Mount Athos.

Thursday, 21 November 2024

Divide Opinion

‘A monk once went to ask the mysterious recluse Elder Herodion about indecisiveness; he had two thoughts (logismoi) and knew not which to follow. Before he had asked, Elder Herodion told him, “Do not let opinion divide you; you should divide it.”

From Athonite Fathers of the 20th Century.

Deep State Armageddon

“You know what I’m really scared of with Trump?”
“What?”
“Well he’s a complete psycho. And I’m scared he might stop World War 3 from happening. Because that’s what our sane, peaceful leaders are doing their best to get happening quick before he gets in.”
“World War 3?”
“Exactly. You know, firing US missiles into Russia and all that. And hopefully get everyone else involved then too. 
And you know why they’re doing it?”
“No. Why?”
“To make the world a safe place.”

And here’s John Lennon from 1968:



Wednesday, 20 November 2024

Tuesday, 19 November 2024

Possibly a man from the Tudor Period


 

mystery of creatIon

 



Just browsing through photos, a couple of images of a piece in its first appearance, still wet, and then how it ended up. It might show that when or if I talk of a piece as if it appears almost apart from my intellect or will, and then I try to shape it a bit, and ideally the less the better, this is hopefully a pretty good example of the truth of that. That I’m not consciously looking to create such an image before its initial appearance - though how tuned in I am may considerably affect the likelihood of something interesting and ‘true’ appearing in the first place, and from where a final worthwhile piece may result.

To add, it is a pity much of the beautiful black fluidity of the initial inky forms is lost or diluted as the ink dries.

Monday, 18 November 2024

Love

“You know what I love about the mainstream media?”
“What?”
“Avoiding it.”

Alice ‘Gene’ Kloss - Christmas Eve, Taos Pueblo

 


Sunday, 17 November 2024

Stalin, Language, Pronouns, Addiction, Cult

[This is all very shorthand rather than fleshed out, which would just take too long and unnecessary anyway.]


“Of all the monopolies enjoyed by the Soviet State none would be so crucial as its monopoly on the definition of words. The ultimate weapon of political control would be the dictionary.” (Robert Tucker ‘Stalin and the Uses of Psychology, 1956). 

And in line with this, there was a strong focus on writing and re-writing dictionaries in the USSR after 1950.

Thus in our age, with the same ‘progressive’ ideology and cult, children are for example urged to pick their pronouns. Reality is undermined and re-assembled. The essence of the pronouns stuff, etc is that the human no longer inhabits reality, but is a cult member in the very active neurological structure of their minds. That is part of why addictions are so difficult to overcome. The addiction of course involves the external substance or activity to which one is addicted, but in a deeper sense it is this internal mechanism of the mind that has to be re-shaped. With the behavioural addiction, we have to again and again put the brakes on these habitual and addicted pathways of the mind.

And also to mention, madness is specifically the inhabiting of an intellectual hallucination. The person identifies to a great degree with a reality distorted by the delusional filter of their disturbed selves. And thus again with the modern ideology in action, “I identify as . . .” something other than what is - and this delusional identification is raised to the throne! A coup has taken place. Thus revolutionary ideology - reality is overthrown by the ideology/ intellectual hallucination.

And because it’s a cult in the obviously toxic sense, anyone not in the cult is deeply questionable, while anyone clearly opposed to it is vilified as, for example in Leninist terms “an enemy of the people” - and so inferentially not even a person! - while in the modern Western version, the threat to the cult is a racist or misogynist or fascist or whatever. Something utterly evil anyway. The all-good cult is threatened, the threat in its contrary state is by definition all-evil. Let’s rally to the cause and defeat these evil bigots!

And if you have ever encountered a cult in the more minor sense, if any threat particularly to the leader of the cult, even in the most seemingly harmless sense of not treating the leader as infallible, the cult members will unite as one like bees protecting the hive or queen, and act to repel the threat. And this is the  core of “ Trump Derangement Syndrome.” The cult members go nuts at the appearance of this very unlikely threat to the cult. If it seriously needs stressing, people talking of things like “birthing persons” are most certainly deep in a cult.

See, at this stage, as I tried to show earlier regarding addiction, it’s not a belief about something external to the believer, but their very neurological state is one with what is believed in, the belief and the believer are the same phenomenon, and thus deconditioning is so deep or all-encompassing a process. And especially if the cult is on such a massive and all-encompassing level as is now, and where its adherents or cult members have generally no idea they’re even in a cult!



Thursday, 14 November 2024

Cutting

Rock band, Countercultural Icons of Humanity, the offspring of the seminal Rockstars Against Freedom, have a new song coming out: I Was Cutting Edge Roughly Half a Century Ago. 

The song is said to be full of an almost heartbreaking sense of yearning both for the past and for the future.

Tuesday, 12 November 2024

Stuck

“If you had something stuck in your head, you’d let it in somehow and now you couldn’t get rid of it, what would you do?”
“And it was driving me half-mad?”
“Exactly. So what would you do?”
“I suppose I’d have to cut off my head.”
“What?! You don’t think that’s a bit extreme?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it is. It was just the first thing that came to mind.”

Monday, 11 November 2024

weathered

 


annoying

 

This is kind of an annoying picture in that I don’t like it very much, but it’s also maybe interesting enough that I can’t justify not working on it and giving it a chance to get to some proper finished state.

This is Not a White Birch


 

Sunday, 10 November 2024

Pigeons a and b



 

Relationship to the World

 On the road of our approach to God stands the world– we must pass through the understanding of it. Every man has a mission connected with the world. Everyone must know it according to the power given to him, in as much as knowledge can’t come until the gaining of virtues; everyone must develop beforehand a moral activity of relationship to the world. A mainly negative attitude to the world frustrates salvation itself. The world is imposed on everyone as a stone for sharpening his spiritual faculties,” 

St. Dumitru Staniloae (Orthodox Spirituality. St. Tikhon Seminary Press, pg. 205)

From this article Ascetic Strength

Friday, 8 November 2024

Fire

“If you had a fire going and there was a lot of rubbish thrown on it, would you prefer it was burned up quickly or slowly?”
“I don’t know. I suppose just as long as it was all burned up would be the main thing. The last thing you’d want is the fire to be gone out and the rubbish still there.”

Prayer, Gellerio featuring Divna Ljubojovic

Gellerio is an electronic musician from Mordovia, while the far better known Divna Ljubokovic is a Serbian singer and conductor of Orthodox Christian sacred music, who has an amazingly powerful and pure voice. I can’t embed the song here, so here is the link instead:

Prayer

Thursday, 7 November 2024

Early on Sunday


 

Malcolm X and the White Liberals

There is of course nothing more refined and full of integrity than the progressive liberal, even if he or she is white.

And regarding Malcolm X’s description of the liberal as a deceitful fox, think of one of this ideology’s key words, fluid, like with someone’s gender identity. Well beyond the particulars, why is this word so key? If someone is fluid, they have no fixed values or identity. A conman or a pathological liar is fluid, someone with deep psychological, or in truth spiritual, problems diagnosed as borderline personality disorder in their sense of self is fluid, someone with no morals is entirely fluid - nothing is fixed, stable, every position, every loyalty can shift. 

And I’d say it’s pretty certain that it is people immersed in the traumas termed, for example, borderline personality disorder who are easy prey to things like gender identity and transgender ideology - where they are offered a supposed answer to their unstable sense of self. “We’ll help screw up your sense of reality, pretend it’s a healthy confusion and unstability, which is fuel for our agendas, and then offer the supposed fixed solution to the confusion where stability will be attained.”

Deprogramming

 

I’m more posting this for the few lines said by Dave Rubin at the end here. It can take an awful lot to deprogramme cult members, and to be honest, if anyone is plugged into the mainstream media, then they are deep in a brainwashing cult. And unless they stop being plugged in, then they won’t get out of it.

Wednesday, 6 November 2024

Sumi-e pastoral

 


Mountains

“You’ve done a lot of mountain climbing. Have you any special or succinct thoughts on it as a whole?”
“It takes more effort going up, but it’s more dangerous coming down.”

Election Blow, Strange

“What did you think of the US election result?”
“I thought it was a terrible blow for pregnant men everywhere.”
“But they only have themselves to blame. Not enough pregnant men got out there and voted. That’s largely why the Democrat candidate tally dropped from 81 millions to about 66 millions.”
“That was some drop.”
“Yes, but it had also been some rise. The previous election to the last one the Democrat candidate, Hillary Clinton had also gotten about 66 millions.”
“So their tally jumped from 66 million to 81 million, and then back down to 66 million.”
“Something like that.”
“That’s very, very, very, very strange,”
“It is very strange, yes. And so still no Democrat candidate has ever ended up getting in the 70 millions of votes.”
“Not even Obama the first time around, when the world was lovebombed endlessly with the idea he was a messiah figure?”
“No, not even then. He got a little less than 70 millions, and of course won by a landslide.”
“So Biden skipped the 70s, which figure no Democrat ever previously attained, and went straight into the 80s?”
“Yeah.”
“And it didn’t turn out to be some kind of new normal? Harris went straight back down to the usual kind of figure of 66 millions? Those fifteen millions, nearly a quarter of the normal tally just disappeared into some hole or other.”
“Yeah, that’s it. And that was in an election, the Biden one, where Trump in getting 74 million votes, smashed the previous highest tally by any candidate, which had been the 69.5 or so millions by Obama his first election, and where he of course won by a landslide. By any kind of logic, you’d have thought a total like 74 million would win by a massive margin.”
“And so why was it again the Democrats didn’t stick with Biden who got that colossal figure that came as if from an entirely different country?”
“Because it turned out that he had crazy levels of dementia, and his true state couldn’t be falsified anymore.”
“Falsified by the same people telling us he had really gotten 81 million votes, even though this figure bore no resemblance whatsoever to any other election before or now after?”
“Yeah.”
“It’s all very weird all right.”
“Yes, life can be very strange.”

Monday, 4 November 2024

greeN


 

Forecasts

“Did you hear about the weather forecaster who lost his mind?”
“No. What happened him?”
“Well, what I think or imagine happened is he got carried away by the accuracy of a string of forecasts, and he ended with some kind of god complex where he thought his forecasts were actually causing the weather to happen. It was very sad.”

Friday, 1 November 2024

gOthic


 Something with maybe a kind of Gothic feel I’m seeing if I can sort out.

Friday, 25 October 2024

Wednesday, 23 October 2024

The Three Crosses

 

By Rembrandt who kept darkening this image to the point the cross on the right is barely visible. An earlier state of this etching below:



Tuesday, 22 October 2024

Great Swimmer

A man was considered a great swimmer, and he even considered himself one too - which was fair enough, he had even won Olympics medals - but, however it happened, he found himself alone, dropped into the middle of an ocean, and it turned out he wasn’t great enough.

Monday, 21 October 2024

Non-existence of Death

Something I’ve previously written here ages ago, but this is how it irrefutably goes:

Death is non-existence. Non-existence doesn’t exist. Therefore death does not exist.

Sunday, 20 October 2024

Saturday, 19 October 2024

bleu

 


finished state


 The finished state of something I’ve had lying around for a good while.

Wednesday, 16 October 2024

2 figures


 Not that I’m too fond of it, but here it is.

Monday, 14 October 2024

trying to sort

 

 Something out of which messy initial state I’ve at least been trying to see if I could sort out and turn  into a proper piece.

Sunday, 13 October 2024

iron out


 Something quick  I came out with earlier, and which I’m now trying to iron out into . . . whatever.

Saturday, 12 October 2024

Reliable

 A generally reliable insider, embedded within the very guts of the entertainment industrial complex, has revealed that the Corporate Whore franchise has begun working on a new series, a perhaps more cerebral affair than we are used to, and appealing perhaps more to the intellectuals amongst us, titled: Corporate Whores Embark on a Career in Journalism and Discover that the Far Right is Everywhere. 

Tuesday, 8 October 2024

Radio

 “There was this radio, and however it happened it was endowed with or attained self-consciousness.”
“That sounds amazing.”
“Maybe so, but the interesting thing was, whatever station it would be tuned to, it would immediately be convinced the thoughts uttered there were its own. If, hypothetically speaking, someone for instance tried to explain to the radio that it was merely the medium by which these utterances were being transmitted, this for it would have been an incomprehensible notion. ‘These are my thoughts, and that’s all there is to it,’ it would more or less have responded.’”
“Interesting.”

Sunday, 6 October 2024

Secret Army

 I recently watched on YouTube the Colditz tv series from the early 1970s, based on, at least somewhat, the book of that name by P.R. Reid, centred on the Colditz prisoner of war camp during World War Two, specifically used to house Allied military, particularly given to escaping from prisoner of war camps! As said, it is an excellent series, and especially brilliant and sensitive is the performance of an actor Bernard Hepton, who plays the German commandant in charge of Colditz. 

Well, in the back of that and some viewwpers’ comments, I checked out another series from the same BBC production team (back when the BBC could better justify its existence) called Secret Army, based again, at least loosely on truth, and this time focused on a Belgian resistance movement in that war, helping return Allied airmen to the United Kingdom. The fact that Bernard Hepton again is central meant it was at least worth checking out, and allowing it some leeway for a pretty humble budget and minor flaws, I thought overall it was really superb and addictive. The final series of three, is like Colditz, a bit of a diminishing in standards, especially with the sidelining of Bernard Hepton due to other acting commitments, but anyway, below is a link to the series. 

Though dating to the late 1970s, it seems to be a surprisingly active target for the copyright police on YouTube, so this is the means I thankfully found to watch the series: 

Secret Army

Thursday, 3 October 2024

Valerius de Saedeleer

 


A couple of paintings by a Belgian artist I’ve only just come across.

Wednesday, 2 October 2024

Tuesday, 1 October 2024

Great

“You know what I thought the best thing was about Covid?”
“How it brought us all together?”
“No. The vaccines.”
“They were the ones that didn’t stop you getting Covid?”
“Yeah. I thought they were great.”

Monday, 30 September 2024

Sort into


 Something from last night I’m trying to sort into a satisfactory state - which is easier said than done.

Thursday, 26 September 2024

Tuesday, 24 September 2024

Manuka Honey

“If you were stranded on a desert island and the only thing you had to survive on was jars of manuka honey, what would you do?”
“What would I do?”
“Yeah. Anyway what I’d do is I’d eat the manuka honey and then I’d make a boat out of the empty jars, and then I’d head off back to civilisation.”
“You’re very resourceful.”
“I am I suppose. I always have been.”

Good or bad


Good or bad, something quick I did.

Friday, 20 September 2024

Exploded

 “If the sun exploded, what would you do about it?”
“What would I do about it?”
“Yeah, what would you do to fix it?”
“To fix it!? Who the hell do you think I am?! What the hell could I do to fix it?!”
“That’s a very defeatist attitude, if you don’t mind my saying so. Whatever the situation, there’s always something we can do.”
“I think whatever culture you’ve been immersing yourself in has infused you with some very strange notions.”

More Dialogue

The dialogue from another scene from the screenplay I’m writing below. To emphasise this is for an as yet unmade film.

“The man’s a bloody fool if you ask me”
“A fool? Nobody - man or woman - in this college knows more about thermodynamics than he does.”
“But what does he know about 19th century French poetry?”
“I don’t know if he knows anything about it.”
“And that is my point exactly.”
“Yes. I see what you mean.”
“Finally.”

Thursday, 19 September 2024

garden, late

 


wall, sky



Attain

The entertainment industrial complex of course never sleeps and word of the newest projected Corporate Whore outpouring has just surfaced, which has a working title of Corporate Whores Attain Nirvana.

Wednesday, 18 September 2024

Oxidised

 I’ve been writing a screenplay for an as yet unmade film, and below is an extract from one of the key scenes:

“The whole damn thing is oxidised!”
“Oxidised?! Are you sure?”
“Look at it!”
“How the devil did that happen?!”
“How the bloody hell should I know!”

It’s quite an intense exchange.

Tuesday, 17 September 2024

Wine

A man was invited to a party, and so there he went bringing with him a really excellent wine. Upon arriving he was greeted and was asked to pour the wine into a bucket along with all the wines other guests had brought along also. However he shocked everyone by declining, and so he instead he left.

Monday, 16 September 2024

Leave

 

I don’t know whether I’ll leave this quick piece as is or add it to it - and take the chance of ruining it - but here it is anyway.

Sunday, 15 September 2024