Thursday, 30 December 2021
Franklin, Safety and Freedom
“Those who give up freedom for safety deserve neither.”
This was said by one of America’s Founding Fathers, Benjamin Franklin, which encompasses the thought that a spirit of compromise by the individual will guarantee the erosion of freedom at the state level. “Safety” is a typical Trojan horse used to accomplish that erosion by those with very different ideals. “Give us some of your freedom and we will protect you from …[whatever]”
“This is not about freedom, this is for your safety.” Joe Biden.
Wednesday, 29 December 2021
Which
Purify
Out for a Walk in Belgium
The numbers out walking maybe reflective of a cultural memory of certain things happening in Europe during the first half of the twentieth century.
Tuesday, 28 December 2021
Sarcasm
I think I could possibly be said to have something of a talent for sarcasm, which of course in the wrong hands could be an unpleasant thing, but fortunately I’m not actually a naturally sarcastic person and so in my case, if and when this sarcasm manifests itself, it is benevolent sarcasm.
Why Can’t Progressivism Stop Itself
Why, you might be wondering, does progressivism have to get so unhinged? Why can’t it stop at some relatively decent point which respectable, educated people can be happy to support and get behind, and feel pleased with themselves while doing so - it’s a mark of their development, their sophistication. But no, the progressivism has to spoil everything by abandoning this elegant bourgeois encampment, so to speak, and it moves in full voice on ever further into more and more unhinged territories; and for all your desires to go along with them - because all this had seemed so daring and sophisticated - now you know deep down - and it’s not all that deep - it’s none of these things (sophistication, etc) - no, it’s just deranged.
So why couldn’t the progressives, the ones at the forefront, simply have pleased everyone and, as said, stop at some respectable point of development, agree that here was far enough, and there was no need to go any further? Everyone is satisfied, no one is embarrassed, we can bask in each other’s glow.
Well, it’s all very simple and obvious. It’s all in the name: progressivism. What does progressivism have to do to remain itself? It has to keep progressing. Itself is itself in motion. It can’t stop or else it’s no longer progressive. So if you want to be loyal I’m afraid there’s no getting off, else you’re immediately a reactionary, a traitor to the cause. “But I went so far!” You can never go far enough. (Still maybe you can just try quietly getting off and if you’re very lucky no one will notice.)
Clever
Sunday, 26 December 2021
Saturday, 25 December 2021
Tintoretto - Divine and Secular
Friday, 24 December 2021
Parameters
What are the parameters of oneself? What do I mean “the parameters of oneself”? I don’t really know. I just came out with it as I thought it sounded good. The parameters of oneself … Where I end and everything else begins, I suppose. Those are the parameters. My mind, that’s my private self. So I hear something from beyond my parameters, and then for example if say it, this sound is human language I then transform, interpret it into its inner intellectual substance, and then I perhaps evaluate this substance and come into agreement or disagreement with it and act accordingly, re-engaging again with that world beyond my parameters.
Those parameters I have to say seem quite porous. I see something external but where do I perform the seeing - in my mind within my parameters. Same with hearing. And other people with their individual unseen consciousnesses, witness me and I, in some sense, unwittingly and innocently invade their parameters. Other people mightn’t be so innocent with their invading. They might invade these parameters intentionally and not innocently. They don’t recognise they’re stepping into sacred ground - whatever about how porous the parameters are, it’s still sacred, this inner ground - they might even want to colonise this private inner property. One should maybe have guard dogs, in some sense or other, and hunt them off. Don’t let them step across. Of course these parameters aren’t so fixed but all the more reason then for not letting anyone or anything either come wandering in with their dirty boots. But on the other hand this pure privacy beyond these fixed parameters is a myth also - I create it with my own thought - so you can’t be worried and obsessed about keeping everyone out either.
Thursday, 23 December 2021
Blair News
Wednesday, 22 December 2021
Aba-Novak
A painting by the very interesting and original Hungarian artist, Vilmos Aba-Novak (1894-1941), whose first principle I think could be said to be truth rather than beauty. Ideally of course those two components coincide, but truth is certainly the higher value.
Betrothal
We are proud to announce far left propaganda outlets the BBC and The Guardian newspaper are engaged to be married. The happy day of officially recognised union will be the 22nd of April, in honour of Vladimir Lenin, the patron saint of Gulags, whose birthday fell on that same day just over 150 years ago.
Last Minute
Remember, if you’re stuck for Christmas present ideas, you could always get that special someone The Fact Checkers’ new book, All I Want for Christmas is the Facts.
Tuesday, 21 December 2021
Truth and the Market Place
Why Totalitarianism Should Never Be a Surprise
In life there are many people who could be called controlling. They like to try to control other people’s behaviour. This is not some bewilderingly alien psychological territory. I presume many people very much dislike this if we feel it being imposed on us. It feels like a violation. Now in terms of psychological terrain, what kinds of people are especially likely to be attracted to domains like politics where they get to exercise control over others? Yes, that’s right - controlling people! I’m afraid there’s no prizes if you guessed correct. Totalitarianism is simply that psychological drive of controlling people pushed to the level of the state - though it can be an obvious reality in all kinds of ordinary environments, like the family, work, social clubs, etc.
Machiavelli wrote “the people are everywhere anxious not to be dominated or oppressed by the nobles, and the nobles are out to dominate and oppress the people.” This he considered simply the way of things. Within democracy the greatest heresy is to see democracy as something which arose as part of the natural flow of things, and that it then naturally flows onwards, secure in itself once established. This is to magically wipe away human psychology! Democracy arrives, now we are cleansed, and enter a new innocent era of human reality!
Democracy theoretically at least equates to the people breaking free of the domination and oppression which the nobles/ruling elites are attempting to exert, according to Machiavelli, as a matter of course. If democracy emerges and survives, it does so in intense conflict with this completely contrary force. These people and their drives towards control don’t simply meekly surrender once democracy, the reality or veneer of it, comes along. This dynamic Machiavelli mentions should be considered a given, that is unless we’re dealing with a completely different species where suddenly everyone in possession of power is supposed to have become reasonable and benevolent.
America: What Time is Love?
Were The KLF (Bill Drummond and Jimmy Cauty) really all that unique is a question most people ask themselves at least once every couple of weeks. Regardless of whether the song below is exactly everyone’s cup of tea, I think the video gives the definitive answer to that question which plagues so many of our waking moments - and even maybe some of our sleeping ones. Below that video is the superb Pure Trance version and video of the same song, going back I think to 1988.
Cancel Culture, Margarita
What is cancel culture, and what does it reveal about its impetus? Within totalitarian ideologies and realised systems, opposition is not tolerated. It is cancelled. Thus cancel culture. Totalitarianism seeks to takes control of everything, including all thought and artistic vision, so when you see this cancel culture, you know it’s the natural outpouring of a totalitarian ideology or desire. Totalitarianism tolerates, or seeks to tolerate, nothing but itself.
Monday, 20 December 2021
More Grim
This was the original version of It’s Grim Up North. The vocal is by someone else, not Bill Drummond of the KLF, and to be honest I much prefer Drummond’s more energised delivery. It also lacks the great symphonic end taken from the classical piece Jerusalem, but I love the crazy, primal, raw wildness of the sound of this one.
Not Very Protected
It’s probably the worst vaccine in the world. I think that should be the advertising slogan.
Sunday, 19 December 2021
It’s Grim Up North
The KLF are of course one of the most glorious incarnations within the sphere of music that allied itself with electricity, and here they are with It’s Grim Up North from 1991. Below that is their Top of the Pops appearance with the same song, which is well worth a look. In case of confusion, The Justified Ancients of Mu Mu and The KLF are one and the same. (If there’s one thing I don’t ever want to be - besides a fact checker - it’s a cause of confusion.)
Money
Friday, 17 December 2021
Collaboration
Tony Blair, a bit late to the party, has in a vaguely surprising collaboration, teamed up with lovable, messy haired Boris Johnson, and together are releasing a song for the Christmas music market: I Never Knew Living in Fear Could Be Such Fun (One day you’re gonna know it too). The song-writing credits ascribe this to Blair-Johnson, while the B-side is accredited to Johnson and Johnson-Pfizer Blair, whatever that precisely indicates. That song is titled Beat Me with Your Love Hammer (Don’t Stop), and is said to be inspired by th golden years of Motown, but with an English pastoral twist. Lyrics, leaked to us from an unnamed source, below:
Fear, Freedom, Paul
Since therefore, the children share flesh and blood, he himself likewise shared the same things, so that through death he might destroy the one who has power over death, that is, the devil, and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by the fear of death.
Paul’s Letter to the Hebrews.
What exactly is going on now in the world from those in authority? (the authorities/authoritarians) The enslaving of people by the fear of death. So in relation to the above passage this exactly energetically and spiritually equates to the demonic, and freedom from its imposing of the fear of death to the spiritual.
Thursday, 16 December 2021
Rebels, Dostoevsky
Wednesday, 15 December 2021
Truth, Deviation, Return
Tuesday, 14 December 2021
Quasarsphere
In name by German band Ash Ra Tempel from 1975, though the band here simply consisted of guitarist Manuel Gottsching.
Scandal
An unlikely and unpleasant incident occurred at a recent MTV music awards ceremony involving members of the groups Fake News Shitstorm and Deep State Cabal, both of whom were present at the time. Everything in the ceremony was going smoothly; there was music, jokes, erotic dancing by the girls of Depopulation Agenda during what appeared to be some kind of strange occult ritual, there were women and a few men wearing dresses made of meat - elegance and good taste abounded. But, in the very midst of all this serenity, things were about to kick off. Brace yourselves.
After an ad break it is alleged the drummer of Fake News Shitstorm did not have his mask properly fixed to his face during a time period when it should have been, and this was in full view of the public for several minutes as he came in and out of shot - the MTV producers and camera people somehow not awake to the issue. During the next ad break, Klaus SSchwab, lead singer of Deep State Cabal, angrily confronted Fake News Shitstorm for the inappropriate behaviour of their band mate, whilst also, in German, berated the MTV team in an oratorical style vaguely reminiscent of that of a well-known former German historical figure from the 1930s and 40s.
After an initial awkward and shocked silence, Fake News Shitstorm accused SSchwab of being a megalomaniacal bully, always pushing people around, and it wasn’t the job of Fake News Shitstorm just to bow down and serve the interests of Deep State Cabal - to which SSchwab responded, or rather roared, this was exactly their role. (The two groups are part of the same record label, Deception, and perhaps SSchwab was referring to internal politics and priorities of said label.)
All this chaos and scandal may well have simply been in the heat of the moment - these award ceremonies can be very tense and demanding affairs - but the dispute escalated to the point that MTV were forced to continue the ad break for an uncomfortably long time. When coverage returned, the drummer was double masked, kept in place with what looked like duct tape, and was socially distanced to an apparent and obvious degree. The camera lingered on him for a few seconds, perhaps to help make some subliminal point to the viewership.
The Fact Checkers, who were also present, have offered to look into the available footage to try to assess and offer impartial judgement regarding the full truth of things.
When pressed for a comment, the lead singer of The Populace, who were sat in a dark corner in the back somewhere, said he and the band had no clue what was going on but they were glad anyway to have just got an invite.
Sunday, 12 December 2021
Higher than the Sun
From Primal Scream’s 1991 album Screamadelica. The first mix is the best known version and more of a song, mixed by The Orb, while the second, A Dub Symphony in Two Parts, is much more we’ll say abstract and much less of a song, and with Andrew Weatherall at the helm. Primal Scream were before this a pretty normal and I don’t think too inspiring pop band, and what they would have come up with without the remixers/producers would have been nothing like these end results.
More from The Populace
The Populace, shortly after their last single, Treat Me Like a Moron, have recorded a new song which they are hoping to release as soon as feasibly possible: Feels Like Forever Since I’ve Been Jabbed. The b-side is Big Farm A Big Love (Pig Pharma Pig Love) - which is apparently quite psychedelic. Some of the lyrics of this are:
Temptation
Saturday, 11 December 2021
Persistence
Friday, 10 December 2021
Vital
They Love and Represent Us
Thursday, 9 December 2021
Circus Sideshow
Wednesday, 8 December 2021
The Port of Honfleur
Georges Seurat, 1886. There is a kind of stylised unreality to Seurat’s paintings, and for me in general it is his drawings that are more interesting and infused with being or spirit. The paintings, studiously and carefully created, are more prisoners of Seurat’s personality, his intellectual inclinations and so on, whilst the presumably much more immediate nature of the drawings’ creation allow them a greater freedom from those kind of psychological confines.
Shift
Tuesday, 7 December 2021
New Music News
It’s all happening in the music scene, and the latest we have to relay is ex-Twitter CEO Jack Dorsey and ex-CNN anchorman Chris Cuomo have both joined new band The Fact Checkers. They are both said to be brimming over with musical ideas. For example: I Can’t Sleep Cos of the Climate Crisis, and also Everything I Say is True So Why Won’t You Believe Me? A few lyrics from this below:
Monday, 6 December 2021
Riding
Not content merely to unload on the world their musical outpourings, the band Fake News Shitstorm are releasing a large format book upon the Christmas market titled Riding the Shitstorm. It will be an interactive experience at the sensual and intellectual levels, explained the band. “We were specifically aiming to tap into different parts of our fans’ brains for the holiday season. Conceptually. We were tempted to call it Riders on the Shitstorm - after The Doors - but then we changed it to Riding the Shitstorm in case we were accused of being too derivative. Hopefully people will still get the connection. It also anyway makes more sense we were told in terms of publishing logistics to have one less word in the title - even if it’s just a small word.”
Sunday, 5 December 2021
Trump, Epstein
As pretty apparent above, Trump was intentionally going out of his way to draw people’s attention towards Epstein and his island, not away from it. And this below was attorney Bradley Edwards, representing victims of Epstein in a lawsuit, in December 2018 when asked did he consider Trump linked in a disreputable way to Epstein:
The only thing that I can say about President Trump is that he is the only person who, in 2009 when I served a lot of subpoenas on a lot of people, or at least gave notice to some pretty connected people, that I want to talk to them, is the only person who picked up the phone and said, let’s just talk. I’ll give you as much time as you want. I’ll tell you what you need to know, and was very helpful, in the information that he gave, and gave no indication whatsoever that he was involved in anything untoward whatsoever, but had good information. That checked out and that helped us and we didn’t have to take a deposition of him in 2009.
Underdogs
Another slice of music news where, in this action packed December, perennial underdogs The Populace have just released their newest song: Treat Me like a Moron. The B-side is I’m Getting a Bit Sick of Being Treated like a Moron.
Meanwhile, Deep State Cabal, just after the release of their new single, I’m Gonna Put You in a Camp (Yes I Will), have also announced an upcoming album: Don’t Make Me Angry - You Wouldn’t Like Me When I’m Angry. “We have the artwork done and everything,” lead singer Klaus SSchwab told us.
Saturday, 4 December 2021
Musical Fireworks - Countdown to Christmas
On the music front things are really hotting up with Depopulation Agenda, Fake News Shitstorm and The Fact Checkers all taking aim at the top spot in the charts for Christmas. Amidst this joyous onslaught, Deep State Cabal are also making a late play for that much desired Number 1 with their new song, I’m Gonna Put You in a Camp (Yes I Will). A sample of the lyrics below:
Unclean
Looks to me like the authorities really are justified in going heavily after the unvaxxed. Like I wrote here https://wwwinabstentia-andrewk.blogspot.com/2021/12/essence.html the ethos of the moment and those pushing agendas couldn’t care less about things not matching up rationally. Intellectual soundness is never a concern. The only point of the intellect and all its emanations here is as a propagandist weapon towards desired totalitarian ends. There is no integrity, just total cynicism.
Friday, 3 December 2021
Australia Spearheading Fourth Reich
Essence
The essence of ‘progressivism’ isn’t that it is rational - it is actually ludicrously irrational when examined a little, but this won’t bother its committed adherents in the slightest. Its spiritual essence is that it is perverse. So its very irrationality, or intellectual perversion, is it in its ‘purity’.
One quick example: in Huxley’s Brave New World, which is a vision of a future world ensuing from unrestrained progress idolatry, people are mass-produced artificially and one of the most shocking words to its citizens, which induces horror and revulsion, is “mother.” To even say the word equates to a blasphemous obscenity. So the perversion of the mother-child relationship and phenomenon is an integral part of this world. Under the Biden administration, which is obviously propelled by radical progressivism, its ‘medical bureaucrats’ were in official terminology recently replacing “mother” with “birthing person” - exactly in line with Huxley’s point. This isn’t some spirit of intellectual and rational advancement. It’s a spirit of subversion and perversion - of intentional perverting of humanity itself.
edit: To add, there is a dual point to this subversion. Within progressivism the desired destination point is the totalitarian state, to which its citizens offer complete obedience. And so first of all the subversion of the mother-child relationship is functional or utilitarian: it weakens obstacles like conflicting emotional ties which may counter or offset state indoctrination and subservience. The other point to the perversion though is perversion for its own sake, and this is the higher ideal. It is the spiritual core at the heart of things.
Thursday, 2 December 2021
Sirin Again
More from the Russian choir I saw years back in the wilds of Kerry. I’m including the below clip in spite of the audio quality not being wonderful at times especially for the segment at around the one minute mark that which for about 45 seconds with the lone singer. Almost everything we encounter can be placed within the unfolding of time, so we’ll say within the fields of art even quite startling shifts in style are still within an overall natural flow of events. This piece of singing though feels to me, especially when hearing it the first time in its newness, as wholly outside of a natural developmental unfolding, that we have stepped outside of the natural Western order into something very naked in the spirit, something spiritually naked, and not bound to development of various styles and techniques.
Occam’s Razor
Occam’s Razor is a problem-solving principle declared by William of Occam in the 14th century, stating that the best explanation for a phenomenon is likely to be the simplest one. An example would be that if civil liberties are being taken away from people, the most likely explanation for what is really going on is that civil liberties are being taken away from people.
Wednesday, 1 December 2021
Tuesday, 30 November 2021
Energy and Rights
I’m not hopefully going to make a kind of essay or argument out of this idea …
Musical Bombshell
Bad News
How on the heels of the moronic variant (I’m not sure if I’m spelling that correctly), another strain of Covid has just been announced. It is particularly contagious, and is called the flu variant. Some of you with unusual access to the lands of distant memory may even feel some vague sense of familiarity regarding the flu variant, as if you have somehow encountered it before, who knows, maybe even in a past life.
Monday, 29 November 2021
Sirin
I happened to see this Russian choir perform a concert some years back in a church in a tiny village in County Kerry on the south west coast of Ireland, however the Russians had ended up there. From what I remember, we just came across them by chance.
Swift Response
Fake News Shitstorm have swiftly responded to the disappointment of being dethroned from the top of the music charts by Deep State Cabal’s Leave Our Pedos Alone by rush releasing their new song, the autobiographical We Are Fake News Shitstorm.
Sunday, 28 November 2021
Christian Rohlfs
A German artist (1849-1938) who had the honour of, at the age of 88, having his works condemned as degenerate by those young upstarts, the Nazis, and his works removed from public collections. He must have been considered not in line with the desired ethos, and so in came the cancel culture. His work to add, could be much less traditional than the one shown above, and that unfortunately must have really pissed off the idealistic National Socialists and their vision of whatever kind of purity. It’s no good having a vision or a shape you want to impose on reality if everyone else doesn’t get in line. Then you might have to start doing some things like removing a few obstacles - people, art, statues, whatever. Below presumably more the kind of thing from Rohlfs felt to be offensive.
Saturday, 27 November 2021
Gatesman 9 - Crisis
Friday, 26 November 2021
UK Cardiologist on Vaccines and Heart Disease
On GB News. Kudos to the presenter for letting him speak uninterruptedly, and massive kudos to him for speaking out and putting himself in the line of fire.
Thursday, 25 November 2021
Deep
Wednesday, 24 November 2021
Back
Tuesday, 23 November 2021
Ireland’s No. 1 Covid Success
Waterford, a city of about 50,000 people has the highest vaccination rate of the more sizeable urban centres in Ireland, with a pretty incredible 99.5% of those over 18 years old vaccinated. (Interesting medical titbit: they’ve had to redefine the parameters of “vaccine” for this current “vaccine” to qualify as a vaccine.) Waterford’s astonishing figure of 99.5% is to be greatly celebrated. Their adult population can feel safe and proud to walk again their city’s streets, having passed through - would it never end - that long and dark night of the collective soul.
Anyway while we’re here, before we all head off our separate ways to do whatever, have a wild guess at where in Ireland might now have the highest Covid infection rate. That’s right - again top of the charts, it’s the lovely Waterford! Give yourself a biscuit if you managed to defeat the odds and guess right.
L’udovit Fulla
Monday, 22 November 2021
Progressive/Woke Fundamentalism - and where transgenderism comes in
Capitalist Communist Warriors of Integrity
In a great defeat for the forces of bigotry, Coca Cola have teamed up with Ben and Jerry’s ice cream company to further the causes of social equality and sugar addiction. Their new products, sensory overdoses of fizzy chemicals and ice cream, will be emblazoned with an array of exciting slogans such as:
Revolution is obedience. Taste the difference.
Marx would mask up. Shut your white mouth.
We’ll do the thinking. You do the pleasuring.
We bring the love. You add the compliance.
Social justice is a dish best served cold and fizzy.
What’s our secret? Science.
You want more? We’ll give you more.
Holier than Mao? We have a dream.
Hypocrisy never tasted so good!
I scream. You scream. We all scream for an end to patriarchal white oppression.
The delicious products will also be available with extremely toxic sugar substitutes for the health minded among us. Health is good! The products haven’t an official title yet as apparently nothing very inspirational has come to mind
X22 Latest
Sunday, 21 November 2021
Bourgeoisie, Progressives, Dostoevsky
In Winter Notes on Summer Impressions, written after his first trip to western Europe in 1861, Dostoevsky asks of the French bourgeois,
And what indifference to everything, what short-lived, empty interests!”
Saturday, 20 November 2021
True Satire
What is satire in its true sense? It is not caricature, which is distortion of truth by means of exaggerating a certain somewhat prominent feature - such as someone’s slightly large nose, and ridiculing them by so doing. This might be just for humour and not pretending to be anything more than this, though it may be cruel. But it may also be wilful distortion for propagandist reasons - focusing in on a certain feature and discrediting the whole by exaggeration of this considered weak point: totalitarian regimes and mindsets would be very prone to these kinds of distortions of enemies - real enemies or usefully portrayed as such. So some facet of the target enemy, the Jew or whoever, is distorted grotesquely, and the concern here obviously is in no sense fidelity to truth, but rather furthering a cause.
True satire though, in its integrity, despite perhaps appearances, has nothing to do with distortion and exaggeration. It is actually hyper-concerned with truth, cutting to its core and highlighting it to perhaps a shocking degree. But the reason it is shocking is not because it is a distortion, but rather because the core is shocking, but the flow of society may be so layered and gradually weakened by ever more encroaching lies that this essence has become accepted and woven into itself. The satire will then probably be dismissed by most as gross exaggeration. Actually, a false step renders satire empty since its connection to truth is what gives it its power and coiled energy. For instance in the scientifically imposed tyranny of Brave New World there are a class of ‘manufactured’ or socially engineered people, the Epsilon Semi-Morons, whose newspapers by intent never contain words of greater than one syllable. Their capacity for independent thought is of course zero. This isn’t an unfair joke but rather the unimpeded progression of an essence already tangible to Huxley which is being highlighted here.
So satire is a truth revealer. It pushes some idea, agenda or social phenomenon towards shocking conclusions, which are actually plausible and consistent with that ethos, not unfair distortions; and thus the layers of mental obfuscation are cut through and the false nature exposed. It may do this to fantastic levels, but still the connection to truth and its essence is vital. By means of a kind of creative alchemy some truth or truths are encapsulated. Obviously there can be a wild, free humour and imagination involved, in its heights it’s not rationally contrived, so there can be a great liberating force involved in all this also.
Friday, 19 November 2021
Inclusivity, W.H.O.
Thursday, 18 November 2021
Smallpox Bill
Roots and Flowers
Wednesday, 17 November 2021
Primal Self in Action
I’ll try and keep this simple for my own sake, but I don’t know if I fancy my chances. (edit: Actually, now that it’s been written it’s the last long paragraph that I finally get to the core of this if you want to skip the other bits)
Humans are extremely complex beings, obviously on a biological level, and with what we could call the pure animal drives, whilst also in terms of consciousness depths endlessly beyond and superfluous to a ‘biological’ mode of existence, such as appreciation of art, an ironical or absurdist sense of humour, etc, etc. We can extend this pathway of refinement of consciousness into the self as spirit, and where the more in the realm of the spirit one is the less tied one is to the animal drives. Fasting can be mentioned as even a kind of battleground of self seeking to override the animal drive to deepen access to the spiritual. If we look at it closely enough, good and evil even more or less equate to a greater or lesser domination of self by the primal drives, and gratification of these drives even wilfully at the expense of others, where their pain even adds to the pleasure, as this is an intensification of the triumph of self. So it’s evil as egotism. And to add where animals are naturally dwelling as animals, and it’s not correct to say a human, with all his complexity of consciousness, is simply doing so also. For someone to be a Jeffrey Epstein is a huge perversion of self. It isn’t simply about animal pleasure, there is a pleasure in terms of the mind in the perversion - and that is the pleasure of evil. The very awareness of it as perversion is the essence of soul of this world, the world of evil.
This has gotten way beyond what I wished to focus in on! So all that wasn’t to say the biological self and drives are evil, but the self as slave to them is. There’s obviously all kinds of ideological divides here: of glorification of the self as simply animal or the spirit, of wishing to escape the animal self with for instance even religious sects of castrates taking this to extreme levels, and on the other hand, the glorification of self as animal, and wishing to deny the spirit - another form of self-castration.
Finally I’m getting around to the simple thought that I was looking to express! Even and maybe especially for someone who wishes to deepen the living spirit within them, the immense power of the animal drives must still be acknowledged, and not just simply labelled evil, and something shameful to escape. What is possibly the most immediate and powerful means of seeing this biological hardwire in action in everyday life, and its prime motivation of self-preservation? You might think hunger or sexual attraction, but we are able to withstand those instincts, however powerful. We don’t just leap on beautiful strangers, or grab delicious looking food from a table outside a restaurant as we pass by and are tempted. So here the self is more than capable of resisting the animal drive. The primal self is here nothing like absolute master.
It struck me yesterday how to witness the greatest access to this animal hardware within us, that is operating independent of our conscious selves, and which it is nigh on impossible to override. It’s very simple. Close your eyes whilst walking. Do this somewhere even where there is no one else around and no obstacle in your path that you need to avoid - say on a beach, an empty football pitch or open field. So there is no need for you to see what is around you, and yet what will happen after just a handful of seconds? In my own experience, and I’d imagine it would be very much a communal one, after the first few seconds where one is fine, suddenly I hit this kind of wall where the need to open my eyes becomes irresistible, impossible to ignore and overcome. It’s not a question of my conscious self being in fear. I know I have just looked a few seconds earlier and there is no reason I can’t simply keep walking with my eyes closed. I am not about to walk into the path of a car, fall off a cliff or whatever, but what is happening isn’t the conscious ordinary thinking self. I’ve instead gone into the primal circuits of the animal self, and walking around with one’s eyes closed an environment that one should always be aware of as potentially threatening is an absolute no no! And though my conscious self wants to keep my eyes closed in this little harmless experiment in being, it’s just impossible for me to do so. My primal self, hardwired into my biological being, completely dominates the moment. It is being threatened by the strange conscious self ‘upstairs’ acting suicidally in its relationship to external reality, and so the massive drive for self-preservation kicks in. Unlike with the other examples, because of the wilful cutting off of sensory information, the primal self experiences the situation as being placed in immediate danger of extinction, and with very good, very ancient reasons, the conscious self is completely over-ridden.
Of course one could train oneself to gradually make steps even here in expanding one’s resistance to this drive, but that’s not in any sense a counter-argument to this.